Stuck On My Stepbrother by Lilian Vale

Author:Lilian Vale [Vale, Lilian]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Alexandra Books
Published: 2015-03-01T05:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

An Exercise In Imagination

There’s nothing much to tell you about the rest of that night. Don’t believe me? I’m serious. We didn’t make out. I didn’t stay over. Nothing weird happened. No funny business whatsoever.

In fact, after I’d finished my glass of wine, I felt pretty disappointed, heading home in the cab alone. I had been ready to give him everything that night. It was like I was under his spell. I’d have let him take my virginity! And that’s no small thing. I’d been waiting to pop my cherry in just the right way for years. How I thought losing it to my billionaire stepbrother, while he tied me up into tiny, painful knots was the right way to do it, I don’t know. I suppose it felt so wrong that it just made nothing matter any more. Losing my virginity was never going to be perfect. Why not just accept that and make it as imperfect as possible?

Although… what could be more perfect than losing it to the one guy I’d known almost all my life anyway? I cared for my stepbrother. He cared for me. He’d told me so. Maybe it was perfect, after all.

By the time I got back to my mom’s house, she was in bed. I crept up the stairs, into my room, and took a long look in the mirror. My lips and teeth were stained red from the wine. I looked like I’d been drinking blood. I looked at the rest of my face. My high cheekbones, my small, delicate features. I think, now that my stepbrother had seen something in me, it made me see myself differently. I took off my cardigan, and unzipped my dress. I looked at myself in just my bra. It was an old, white, cotton bra, that had turned gray in the wash over the years. Good job I didn’t let Adam see that! I needed to go underwear shopping, stat.

Aside from my bra though, I actually looked okay. I tried to imagine I was someone else, looking at me. Like I was Adam Cooper, looking at Rose Smith. Tonight, when I looked at myself, I actually thought I had some stuff going for me. I had a nice neck. Yeah. My neck was absolutely fine. I had a great neck! I was a bit tipsy, and couldn’t help laughing. It wasn’t just my neck that was okay. My collarbone was quite elegant too, and the shape of my shoulders wasn’t too far off the shape of the shoulders on that statue of Artemis. My pale green eyes sparkled like Amazonite crystals. I looked like something was burning inside me.

I felt different too.

I felt like the old Rose Smith was about to be put to rest. Like something momentous was taking place inside me. It made me feel powerful for the first time in I don’t know how long. It made me feel horny.

I took off my pants next and sat on my bed in my underwear.

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